Sometimes we exhaust ourselves by always focusing on the "empty half" of the cup...
But then, we realize what we have been doing...what we have been missing..
AND RIGHT HERE STARTS THE STRUGGLE =))
We start stopping ourselves from consuming our souls with hate, regret, guilt, worries and hurt, while in reality all we are doing is consuming ourselves more and more...
I believe I have reached a point where frankly I didn't know what I was doing and actually didn't care to know...I decided to just LIVE =))
I started living with a new promise at heart, I won't let anything hurt me, I won't permit someone the satisfaction of accessing my emotions , I will consider each passing hurt a new lesson for me...I 'll cherish it immensely...
Life has been a lot nicer, if not easier, lately e7l =))
But always the struggle lays there...hidden in me...but now I have a greater power to shrink that struggling feeling isa until it vanishes...God =))
God is the answer to all our struggles e7l =))
Now whenever I feel the struggling spirit attacking...I lay silently...listening to "Asma2 Allah El 7osna", feeling safe all over again and peaceful...coz how can we keep on struggling in demonic doubts and not enjoy our purpose of living...how can I just hear all those amazing names of Allah and still feel any struggle within =)))
Ba7ebak Ya Allah =)))
I believe I have reached a point where frankly I didn't know what I was doing and actually didn't care to know...I decided to just LIVE =))
I started living with a new promise at heart, I won't let anything hurt me, I won't permit someone the satisfaction of accessing my emotions , I will consider each passing hurt a new lesson for me...I 'll cherish it immensely...
Life has been a lot nicer, if not easier, lately e7l =))
But always the struggle lays there...hidden in me...but now I have a greater power to shrink that struggling feeling isa until it vanishes...God =))
God is the answer to all our struggles e7l =))
Now whenever I feel the struggling spirit attacking...I lay silently...listening to "Asma2 Allah El 7osna", feeling safe all over again and peaceful...coz how can we keep on struggling in demonic doubts and not enjoy our purpose of living...how can I just hear all those amazing names of Allah and still feel any struggle within =)))
Ba7ebak Ya Allah =)))
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